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[Dec. 30th, 2008|05:53 am] |
wendy - i dont know if you should come in March...I was thinking about going to SXSW (south by southwest) in march, in Austin TX. You should go too, we plan split a hotel room and see a million bands and party! haha...the bands will be from march-18-22nd....let me know what you think. I want you to visit seattle too tho. gahhhhhhhhh. |
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[Dec. 30th, 2008|04:50 am] |
my new years resolution :
Do it and do it well! |
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[Dec. 18th, 2008|12:32 am] |
So I got back a couple days ago from being underway for 16 days. We stopped in San Diego for a few hours, just enough time to get off the boat and go to the NeX for food...I was deathly afraid of seeing Brett there. Since I broke up with him he is overly bitter towards me and its better that we not have any kind of contact with eachother for a long time. or until he stops being a big baby about everything. Blah. Anyways, I didn't see him, but I did see his friends which was scary enough! Then later in the ocean at night we had a fuel leak and some room got flooded with jp-5 jet fuel up to 5ft. deep. haha. No smoking for a whole day. That was kind of scary...then that jet that landed on that house in Cali was from our ship (although it was a Marine pilot, not navy.)...then on our way home the ocean was so rocky that we were in threat con Delta (the second time since the fuel leak) ha DELTA is bad because to me D = death. Anyways, then we finally got home safe. haha. More shit happened in 16 days than during my 4 months of deployment.
OH so this new guy Ive been talking too for about a week and a half now has a girlfriend and I just found out about it today. How can guys be so dumb. He didnt even make his myspace page private and its posted on there. what an IDIOT. when I asked him if he was lying to me he said "No what are you talking about" ...the ONE thing I didnt want to hear, because it was a complete insult. but then he texted back saying " To be honest with you I did blah blah blah we are fighting dont know what we are now blah blah" so I told him he can talk to me when he figures his shit out because Im not fucking around with someone who is taken. DAMMIT. hes so damn hot and apparently hes had this huge crush on me since I got here and I used to hate him because he would give me shit for being new. fuck his little emo glasses and tattoos. and he looks like the guy from smallville.
I got my wisdom teeth taken out during out little underway btw. and they only gave me 12 vicodine. That was alot of bullshit...but they did get to put me to sleep! it was fantastic. I kept trying to wake up tho and would flicker my eyes open...then theyd give me more and id pass back out haha...i wasnt fully awake but i remember one of the doctors letting me sqeeze his hand during oneof my little awakenings. it made me feel really comforted.....
having your wisdom teeth taken out is a blessing in disquise because I can now fit into this dress i bought ove ra year ago even tho it was too tight/small...yeah i put it on today and it FITS. I might wear it for new years...since dec1st ive been eating nothing but salads and tuna salads because the food on the ship is, not kidding, the shittiest food Ive ever seen or eaten. It wasnt so bad on deployment, I dont know how it got like this since then.......so I was forced to go to the salad bar everyday for every meal because it was the safest choice..then my teeth got taken out and i could eat nothing but pudding and yogurt for about 4 days.
lately for some reason Ive been listening to alot of mae...'this time is the last time' has really good melodies...but 'Giving it away' was my song to brett and I cant listen to it anymore, it just makes me angry haha...even tho I really have no reason to be angry.
oh tomorrow is the command wide christmas party for everett naval station! Its going to be at this big ass casino/resort here...I dont have a dress or ANYTHING to wear yet, im going tomorrow morning to the mall with my friend kevin who needs something to wear too....Im excited, alot of people I know are going. they sold 2500 tickets from our ship alone(theres only like 3 other ones here anyways, and we're the biggest one. this is a tiny tiny base). AND on new years eve Im going to see DeVotchka in seattle. paid 50$ total with fees from ticketmaster, the ticket shouldve only been 35$ without fees. faggot ass ticketmaster. That boy I was talking about before was going to go with me and we were going to spend the night in seattle together, but I guess thats not happening....I really liked him. we even had the same birthday. haha.
Im going underway again in mid jan. till mid. feb.
i got a barracks room btw. its a completely luxury when compared to having to live on the ship! Im lucky to have gotten one, there isnt enough for everyone. its a seniority thing mostly...
THATS ALL!!!!!!!
i get to go to sleep at 330am and then be at work by 730am. hopefully after muster we can leave like at 830am (4 day weekend) |
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[Dec. 4th, 2008|02:41 am] |
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so Im in the ocean for another 16 days, which started monday. I went to fayetteville for thanksgiving and in a matter of about 4 days got to see 90% of the people I wanted to see...the night i returned we all went to the rock shop and i got so shitty that shawn had to ask me to leave, but he was laughing about it..
My little brother is getting big and is starting to walk, he turns 1yr old today I think... I was going to go back to NC for new years, but for some reason airline tickets are higher than they were for thanksgiving so I may just stay in seattle for a couple days and go to this new years eve bash called Indulgence...it sounds pretty big, I need something new to do anyways...ive spent all my new years in NC since 2001's NYE except for last year when I was in boot camp..sooo im trying to make up for that horrible new years. I got woken up at midnight to iron my uniform (our uniforms always had to be perfect and they didnt give us time in the day to iron them so we had to sign up for times in the middle of the night to iron...exhaustion + iron = a couple burns.) |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2008|04:19 am] |
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I read all my old LJ entries, haha man I was mouthy, opinionated, but not in a well formed way. I guess that comes with time though. Ive revived my love for the band Good Clean Fun....'youre only punk once' used to be my damned antheme when i was 16. I love that fucking song. haaaaaaaaa
http://www.purevolume.com/goodcleanfun listen to Song for the Ladies
o I live in Everett, wa...i went to seattle last night got wasted, saw good bands play, and had an over all good time. I love it there! I go back to visit NC in about 24 hrs. Im so excited, its been a year since I left for bootcamp. Now I've been literally around the entire world! Snap. Oh I stopped begin vegetarian last year in august. And now 15 months later, Im contemplating reverting to my old ways....
man my LJ pic is OLD as fuuuuck |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2008|06:39 am] |
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this thing is so old i dont even want to write in it anymore, just keep it as a novelty and remind me of my crazy younger years. haha. oh man. |
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[May. 9th, 2007|02:25 am] |
I havent written in here in over a year haha and my last entry was when justin and i broke up. awww how sad
anyways this is random. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|08:41 pm] |
i125x: we should start are own crew
HXCByrdie: yeah
i125x: like the... happy crew or something
HXCByrdie: the PEACEFUL PACK
i125x: hahaha, peace pack crew
i125x: "oh no its the ppc!"
HXCByrdie: yes!
i125x: yes! so its settled
HXCByrdie: PPC, motha fuckas
HXCByrdie: "we're gonna come peace the shit out of your town!"
i125x: ppc fucking your day up asshole!!!!
i125x: hahaha
i125x: "smell the roses bitch! smell them!"
HXCByrdie: "smell tha fla-wers na-u!"
i125x: hahahaha
i125x: we need shirts and stuff
2003 niggas |
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|03:58 pm] |
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ok right now Im having an epiphany. and its a good thing Im at the computer so I can write this down.
Im pretty high right now and Im eating a butterfinger. I was just through the list of books at akpress.com when I realzed what I reall ythought about religion.
Its like...us humans are so fucking full of ourselves, since we're at the "top" of the food chain. we're so blinded in our love of ourselves. how we're the higher being since we can create buildings, can learn, make computers, play music, talk, destroy the world, control animals for our own selfish apetites, we actually think that the bible and all of these different religious rituals we do and all of these names, gods, actions, and stories have ANYTHING to do with what realistically happens when your body dies. If theres is a second destiny after this place, what makes us so arrogant to even think that we could slightly understand where and what it would be? We only know what we do now because of our environment and what we're used to. but what makes us think all places are of the world we know?
I dont believe in heaven or hell. I refuse to believe that the after life is like elementary school. if youre bad, you go to the corner, but if youre good, you go to recess! no, we're way to arrogant to make anything like this so fucking simple. and I think religion is just a product of the human race trying to cope with what we dont know. to try to make ourselves feeel better and that w actually are the higher beings. Its pathetic, but understandable. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2006|06:53 pm] |
Andrea lives in kansas city, so I think she should knnow about this
http://www.infoshop.org/inews/article.php?story=20060130154602288
btw, theres going to be some organized protests going around the country during the presidents address tomorrow. I know theres one in NC in greensboro and one here in san antonio. I CLOSE THO! boooo. I might back it though. its gong to be right across the street from the mall. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2006|06:21 pm] |
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| | OCTOPUS PROJECT NIGGA - tuxedo hat | ] |
niggas, What is up?
I went with deanna last night. she got a radass tattoo, and took like over 2 hours. I WANT ONE GAHH I hate money.
Im starting a zine of my my own. And it is called
P.M.S
The Placid Mind Syndrome.
omigosh Im witty.
Im supposed to be going out to the sanctuary tonight for 80s night with D, but I don tknow if we def are yet and its in a few hours.
UHHHHHH thats it I think. I miss hannah wendy and heather.
Im lovin the Octopus Project. saw them live for free last month and their recordings are just as good. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2006|08:14 pm] |
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I finally have the internet at home |
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[Dec. 26th, 2005|10:07 am] |
yaayyy im happy. justin and i are alright, I just need reassurance. HANNAH!!!!!!!!! Im gonna miss you. last night was so much fun...ohh like the good ol' days :(
tonight i think im going to huske |
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[Dec. 24th, 2005|02:40 pm] |
Im in NC and all I can think about is justin. how this torments me so.
hannah, sorry about yesterday. i woke up at 2 at wendys place and she took me straight home because she was late for work, i was going to see if she would drop me off at your place or something, but she couldnt. andddd i didnt have your # and i couldnt call wendy at work and i couldnt get online and it was just a a day of unfortunate events. I was hoping youd call since I dont have your #. but anyways, maybe Ill still see you. I leave on weds. |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|12:31 pm] |
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im in fayetteville, you assholes |
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[Dec. 18th, 2005|02:32 pm] |
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so justin says the kiss was forced on him and he was just too drunk. sluts. both of them. Ive forgiven but Im still hurt. we had a loong talk last night. i fucking hate being inlove. he's losing interest. he doesnt like seeing me everyday (we live together). but he doesnt want to lose me and loves me. he knows once we break up Im moving back to NC. i feel like my insides are being killed then regenerated just to be killed again. gahhhh i wish i didnt love him. i wish everything was the exact opposite and IM the one being indifferent and making him feel like crap. i hope this visit to fayettevile does something good for us. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2005|02:27 pm] |
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add lost in trnaslation to that list |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2005|02:20 pm] |
Im obsessed with blonde redhead right now. and manitoba and menomena and les savy fav.
and I want to fucking visit japan |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2005|02:15 pm] |
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Im coming home to fayetteville dec 21-dec27th |
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